THE DAY I STARTED SOME-KING -REAL LIFE DEVD
smoking is injurious to health i have heard a lot of time. but i have never tried to think about it seriously.i think in this world any bad habits start because of a reason there is nothing in the world that we do not do without a reason. i have a reason {6 year back} .
that was my first day in the school. i was kind of nervous about to meet new people.i was shy guy at that point.when i was getting ready. i felt like going for a war.when i entered the school it looked like a castle of Transylvania of Romania.i was getting a little more nervous. my class was at 4Th floor i went through stairs. it was a huge crowd like a lot of zombies are feeding on each other. when i entered the classroom it looked like i was standing in front of thousand student but it was only 45.
the class started and after every min passes i was feeling more comfortable and the moment comes that every child waited for the period called recess.it was our break time. every one started walking outside toward the dome for lunch. i was the last person to walk out of the class.
when i step outside i saw a girl she came from next class.she had a beautiful eye like diamond pearl.when she entered it felt like a beautiful sunshine .i was so attracted to her that i was starring at her shamelessly.i was kind of hypnotize sudden i just thought and asked myself 'is this the girl'? that ,"i was always wanted", that was my first crushed and my first ever mature feeling came from inside me. that Little part of my life is called happiness .i was happy of finding the girl to whom i ever wanted ....
THIS WAS THE FEW MOMENT THAT BROUGHT ABOUT A IMPACT IN MY LIFE.
the day see seen me she hated me and the day i see her i loved her .her smile like small gold flake.
she look like a rich cigars of cumin .and had a attitude of Marlboro.her eyes look like hard whead ,her ascent smells like garam .she was insignia for me.
after that day my life was changed .this were the few moment of that day i remember that changed everything because of her.i lost everything even the love ones and a single sight of her ruined my life.
life is like a cigarettes for me now because every time the pain come out like a Haas for me ..........
In life we have choices but some are the situation makes the choice for us..........
this was the choice of being hated by her .i never thought that the girl to whom i liked would hate me for no reason .in this world every person have the right to love someone from one side but its not necessary for us to hope to love them back ,i know .but its not the right thing to hate him for that reason . being hated is most bad part but showing hatred is worst part.
THIS WAS THE REASON ......................................................................................................................
reason are of many kind some are called from myself is 'depression ''lonely' and so on.i was of both .first i had lonely feeling and then when i met her i had got depression so because of both of that needed a kind of painkiller stuff that we called cigarettes. this was some thing that really make you feel that nothing is wrong with me......
ONE ONLY THING I KNOW NOBODY TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
this was the statement of every smoker in the world
this was the attitude of every smoker .....
i thought i loved her but it was only a crush and pain of pursuing her i became a smoker .i started something to forget somebody but got addicted by something to forget nobody
she never accepted me for no reason i was wandering the reason so many year .
I ALWAYS TOLD THAT ITS ALWAYS EASIER TO TAKE A STAND THAN TO UNDERSTAND .SO TOO,ITS EASIER TO DECIDE AGAINST THAN TO DECIDE FOR .
KNOWING THE SELF IS ENLIGHTENMENT AND KNOWING OTHER IS WISDOM
I HAVE EARNED WISDOM.
THIS THINGS I HAVE LEARN IN MY LIFE SO I HAVE LEARNT NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS IMPOSSIBLE EXCEPT FOR LOVE ..................
THIS WAS A SHORT DESCRIPTION OF MY 5 MIN STORY
